Dil is mad I realize. You only want the best and not get hurt. Especially I think I am becoming overly sensitive to issue with relationship. My friend agrees. Well, the situation reminds me of movie Dil Kabaddi - not the story because that was crap but the title and a song by Rahat Fateh Ali Khan - "Zindagi ke safar mein, raaste hai judaa judaa; Humsafar hai to manzilien judaa judaa... "
Kher, Dil is mad. So I conclude let it move around like crazy :)
I was about to go to sleep when I was listening to another song by RFAK: Teri Yaad... which is so true to heart - kehne ko saath apne ek duniya chalti hai par chupke is dil mein tanhaai palti hai.. bas yaad saath hai.
I fell in love with this song first time I heard it but today it feels true - 100% truth in above statement.
My friend gave me a nice suggestion to have hot chocolate, blanket and a cuddle from friend. I told him I am not in mood of hot chocolate but truth is I don't have anyone of give me jadu ki jhappi. Kehne ko saath apne ek duniya chalti hai... par chupke is dil mein tanhai palti hai... sadly koi yaad bhi nahi....
I am not depressed or sad or anything for that matter just realizing the what it feels to be on a raft in an ocean - without compass, without partner...
